Saturday, August 20, 2005
sometimes,i wonder.what really got into me fer this year.everything seems to be in a change-my life.my results.this year is quite an important year.why?coz its de O levels year.however,my results are not improving at all.in fact,it is becoming worst!!i always wanted to get good grades so i can get into a good jc(i hope).i always wanted to..i tried alot and i really did tried my best. but,de outcome is still de same.i admit that i started my revision late, and i always do it in de 'last-minute' way.but others are oso de same.he did their revision last minute too.And,they did well.but why not me?teachers ask me to find out wat happen to mi..i am supposed to be okie...but now??is not okie at all.i also wanted to find out de reason behing fer not scoring well.i thought of quite a few possible reasons.but i juz couldn't figure it out..i dunno why.friends sae that i am giving myself too much stress.stress until cannot do well.okie..so i tried to relax myself.i tried to be in de normal wae as i always used to be,and did de test..but de result??still de same..i am starting to feel scared....exams are juz a few months away.and i am left here...with no improments.my a-maths is lousy.my physics and english too.and last but not least,my chem is getting from bad to worst.
ARGHH!!!wat is happening???
-CURINAsim
